and your tongue sticks there.

2010-06-16T00:52:00.000-07:00

WAHHH.

i dont know what to do so im blogging (:

blogging is getting boringer than ever. i dont give a damn about it most of the times (:

Looking forward to Fridays training. cos less PT and doing lots of stuff :D hope its fun!
and.... land specs! :D looking forward to meet my Flamingo boyfriend and SSSSSSSS! :D
all the best to me.

ISPL is the sex, NOT. i cannot take it anymore, spent like 3 hour on 1 sentence. Why? cos too many distractions. THAT IS WHY I HAVE TO DO WORK OUTSIDE! momma, why oh why cant you understand?

hmm, KARATE KID was awesome and i dont mind watching it again. :) but i so am looking forward to Zac's new movie pleasesz. :/

okay, off to ISPls.
CHIAO!

2010-06-09T23:06:00.000-07:00

HAHAHA. it's been a longggglonggg time since i updated, again.

BBSS people coming back from Cambodia today, WELCOME BACK!

so, gonna update only some of the main stuff.

1. VIETNAM!

Vietnam trip was totally awesome. great bonding time with Sheryl, Nadia, Asnita, Syafiqa, Haziq, Nathanael, Siyu and Mr Russell. During meal times always laugh alot. knowing how bimbotic Mdm Faeizah is. XD didnt spend much cos what they sell in every shop is almost the same =.= will give people their gifts when school reopens! :D

PICTURES @FACEBOOK!

2. NCC stuff.

Ncc training was awesome yesterday, no screaming. lots of laughters and i hope the juniors enjoyed it as well :D Malyana reported sick, i was happy cos i was already tired and i wanted to rest XD so lucky me, i get to sit down and rest with her HAHAHAH.

Drill mutual was a horror. only 2 passed? all wanna retest :O i hope tomorrow's training is gonna be fun! :D

3. hollerdays?

i thought i can rest during the holidays, but i can't! have got lots of homework to do and ispls, supplementary, NCC. sighhhhhhh. i know im not the only one going through this :D SO ITS OKAY!

i guess thats it? my life is boring. <_< style="font-style: italic;">i love her!

5 more days, and 8 months! if it reaches 9 months i broke my own record <_<

i tried talking to you, but you keep avoiding. so, who's the loser now?
and you (another person) tak tau cite jangan nak menyebok sideside orang okay?

2010-05-07T02:20:00.000-07:00

the guy is mine, the girl is Salman's WOOHOO.

OKAY!
i know i got no proper pictures to post. HAHA.

So i better reply tags first (some since like, early april, omfg) before posting ayyye. GO GO GO!

Sarah Rakhel Faseha: EHH YOU! :D ahahah, hello (: ive changed my link, please relink (: thanks :D

- I don't link peopleeeeee. aiyaiyai.

Nur Ayuuni HIHIHIHI ! ((:

- HELLO!

N'SHAFIQAH. hahaha, sekali kena detention. thats what we scared of okay! haha, part c's taking over in 5 more days lah! and dont worry. everything will be fine
N'SHAFIQAH. like yesterdayyesterday training :) goodluck, twinnie. <33

- OMG, part a's are terrifying. they dont like me is it ): thanks twinnie (:

Hasinah hey!

- HI!

Nurin Atikah over a girl?? Hmmmmph hahah

- HAHA, yeah. but, all's okay now i guess (:

N'SHAFIQAH. a girl, whooo? :l sorry i asked.
N'SHAFIQAH. guess what? i just read the whole post of last year's when you and me are dammit close larrrrrr. omggggggg, i miss that momentssssssssssssssssssss :D

- HAHA, nvm. dont bother bring up smth thats settled. unless another problem come out then i tell you. HAHA, i miss those times too! Me, you, Fanna must catch up, like alot!~

Sarah Rakhel Faseha my last newest link (:
Sarah Rakhel Faseha invite aku through this email (:

- its public now dear.

Atiqaah. TAGGY (:

- THANKS. :B

Syakila tags. <:

- THANK YOU. :D

Celine Hi , niece . Long time no tag ! Bleaah, tagged! Long time never tag you, & I forgot how to spell niece. ><>

- LOL? Long time no talk to you leeeee. I also need catch up with you!! >: Good luck to you too dearest aunt! :D

__________________________________________________________

DONE! :D

Okay, so MYE is here.
Today's paper was Amath. A TOTAL KILLERRRRRRRRRRRR! Now, i love maths more then amath. -.- Amath makes everyone's life miserable. Well, i hope i can pass at least. if i passed means i improved <:

Other papers were okay. Maths was being sweet towards me (: History threatened me. English was like, pouring water into a jug. HAHA, only 3E4 people understand (: the rest was neutral (:
so i hope i make improvements.

Now, besides school.

Life chaotic. Gods knows what happened. But i know I'm gonna TRY MY BEST to put all these aside. Thank God Mr Despereaux, AKA Salman Z woke me up. the problems make me a better person, and make me realise there are people who are worse then me, HAHAHAHAHA. Okay, whatever.

I miss NCC D:

Mum's day is nearing, and IDK what to get for Mumsie. >: She's hinting me alreadyyyyyy~ Money, if i lose you, will you come back ? pfffffffffft. Anybody got any ideas???

My June holidays are gonna be packed. D:

Overseas trip to Vietnam with Nadia, Asnita, Syafiqa, and Sheryl! YIPPEEEEEE! :D
ISPL D: D: D:
kayaking trainings every week! YAY I CAN BE DARKKKK! :D
Spec Course Land module (NOOOO! but YAYYYYYY!)
Homeworks. sure confirm chop teacher will give.
Remedials D:

seeeee? i'm only looking forward to 3 of it D:

I also want to

Go bowling.
Catch up with people like Fanna, Shafiqah, Nasyitah, Syaza, Syazwany, Ardilla. ):
Rock Climbing!
Shop til i drop with my girlfriends. whoever you are. as long as you like what i like. :D
SWIMMMM. weather's super hot. air con also like cannot feel anything -.-
go for exhibitions, for art. like damn nice siooooo.

okay. hands getting lazy again. I will try update soon and not make it unconscious again! :D

OH FML. smth wrong with HTML. i'm a lazy pig to edit. k bye.

because i know almost everything. most of it i didnt ask, because some things are just meant for me to know. so you can't hideeeeeeeeee! xD

2010-04-30T08:52:00.000-07:00

it has been a long time since i updated and replied the tags.

BUT!
Nows not the time to do so either, so, byeeee!

2010-04-11T08:58:00.000-07:00

I DON'T BELIEVE I'M CRYING OVER A GIRL! :'(

pleasepleaseplease.

2010-04-03T00:40:00.000-07:00

CAN SOMEBODY DO SOMETHING TO THE BRAINS OF PARENTS AND TEACHERS? THEY JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND! >:

I want :
> 2 more ear piercings (!!)
> new glasses (!!!)
> contact lenses.
> more blouses ah please.

Big boss says yes to everything but keeps saying "not today". Fck you bitch. Argh.

I hate school more than ever. Ive become more mentally retarded as ever. t(-.-t)

2010-03-12T02:20:00.000-08:00

I ♥ my family!~

WHOOOOO~

Long time no proper update!
Have been super busy with school work and when im free, its obvious im lazy to post. :P

So my march are holidays are gone! D:

Suppose to go for camp today but couldnt make it cos i have tuition tonight and Olevel Malay briefing tomorrow. D:
will go camp tommorow afternoon, and that sucks.

Free on Sunday so its my rest day.
Monday and Tuesday have Spec course sea module.
Wednesday have flag day (which i think is dumb to make it on a weekday cos everyone's working unless you go to town -.-)
Thursday Johore Trip~ :D
Friday outing with my M2L darlings ♥
Weekends = CHIONG HOMEWORK TIME!!

yeah. Its only the start of sec 3 and im so packed with school work!
i know there is more to come and i hope i wont give up and faint D:

okay, gonna get ready for tuition.

adios~

2010-03-01T05:12:00.001-08:00

HI.

I've just updated.

My life become no life D:

Have got student leader camp this week, so looking forward! :D
but next weekend also, have NCC camp D:

confirm will burn out. AND MISS MASTER S. ):

kbye.

SAYA MALAS UNTUK MUAT TURUN GAMBAR. TERIMA KASIH.

2010-02-20T01:30:00.000-08:00

GAH. Im so bored. And, common test is coming. haven't do any proper revision. D: damn.

2010-02-12T23:45:00.001-08:00

HAPPY CNY AND VALENTINE'S DAYYYYY!

HAHAHAHA, omg blog dead, blog dead!

Worse then Syaza Amirah's. D:

i don't know what to post.

Reunion dinner later, don't know what to wear D:

kay bye.

PS: Birthday was awesome! :D

and, i wanna cut my hair cus i cant stand the weather. D:

2010-01-26T02:52:00.000-08:00

Hey, supp peopoz.

Can't really blog alot these days. Am packed with school work and more school work. Don't even have friggin time to meet bby. )': prolly will have proper updates on like, weekends? if i'm free that is, HAHA.

Summary : School's making me and school mates busy, but i love it. o.o And, a major wtf happened. Funny huh Korkor. -.-
Anyway, legs hurt as many of you know, and am wondering how i should kayak with my leg in this condition. omg. ):
Went mini class outing. was fun! xD
Went for 3d2n camp at pasir ris. fun too, for last 2 days that is.
niways, will reply tags soon if i have extra time. now, chiong homework.
and private blog updated, with super duper short post.

i miss salman zulkarnain omgsz.

see ya.

2010-01-13T01:38:00.001-08:00

School was as per usual.

Starting to feel tired /restless in class. o.o

Mrs Ng keep looking at me and asking me questions during lessons, and it's freaking me out. -.-

YT is getting better, not pissing me off, but Khairil Iman is. -.- KNNCCBSSSSSSS. (just only wear long pants, then wanna act big. dude, YOUR VOICE STILL HIGH PITCH AND YOU'VE GOT NO BALLS. )

took videos during art. don't know whether to post here, cos me and nadia look like, dogs. hahaha, especially me! wtf. no need le??

anyway, went HMT today. Cikgu Mastuty asked me to bring the sec ones to Bukit
Panjang Government High. took 188, the bus driver close the door, wah piang, i kan chiong, then go ring the bell, lucky he open again. then, i totally forgot about one sec 1. wiko or woki his name. o.o me and Habsah kanchiong like toots. called people -.- and i never knew cikgu Junaidah 's daughter is studying hereeeeee! xD cool man. then yah, asked the 2 girls to go school themselves, me and Habsah rushed to CCK interchange to find the boy. in the end Haziqah, Cikgu Junaidah's daughter texted me and said he reached already. -.- then go school uh? shocked to see cafe in the school, jealous like what. Switched teacher. no more Manaf. ): i got chinese teacher. o.o wth, i don't wanna say anything here. only my classmates know. -_______________-'''

PS : HAZIQAH PLANNING TO JOIN NCC SEA! XD

now just plain bored and waiting for food. D:

okay, bye.

2010-01-06T02:30:00.000-08:00

(Sorry, ZacAttack. O.O)

School's started, and it's friggin awesome (except the fact that YT irritates almost everyone in class almost all the time during lessons)

First two days were, kinda dull. Today, kinda rock \m/ since all the OGL's (which are the class clowns) are back! :D

Art is gonna be interesting ^.^ will get to study body parts even though i'm not in bio! WHEEEE~ (still don't accept the fact Mr Tan thinks YT should take art. -.-)

Talking about YT, she simply sucks. She's a nerdy nerd, who always tries to make jokes and wants attention in class, but always fail to do so. Why?

1. Her jokes are lame.

2. Her jokes are immature.

3. Her jokes are stupid.

4. She distracts people when everyone is concentrating at work or listening to teacher talking!

5. She thinks she's the teachers pet. -_______-'''

6. She thinks she owns the world! MWTF.

7. Her skirt is friggin long.

8. She has lots of grey hair.

9. She has that irritating act cute voiceeeee!! eww.

10. She always have to get her seat, wherever and whenever it is, hall, basketball court, class. She will count until it's her register number and shoo you away if youre sitting at her place cos she wanna sit there. -.-

11. SHE KEEPS SITTING CLOSE TO ME ALMOST EVERY LESSON! GRRRR!

-.- having a bitch like her in class is a total torture. ):

Other that that, alls well. :D love school. (Y)

Will be going for Sec3 camp @ Costa Sands at Pasir Ris, hope its gonna be awesomeeeee! (sad that Sheryl, Bond, and GT couldn't make it ): )

Teacher says that there will be overseas trip for all Sec 3 students!!!! 4 destinations, we can only choose one. opportunity for clique 7 re-bonding. HAHAHA. CANNOT WAITTT!!!!! (but sad will be away from SZ )':)

BUTBUTBUT, homeworks' stacking up already :/

so, i won't be updating that often. once a week or fortnightly.

take care loves. xD

_______

this is random, found some true, HAHAHAHA.

50 Ways 2 Make A Girl Smile...When She Is Having A Bad Day Or Just Because She Is Your Girl... Believe Me She's Worth It:..

1. Tell her she is beautiful...she may deny she is, but she loves to hear it from you anyway.

2. Hold her hand at any moment (While Ur Walking) . . . even if its just for a second.

3. Hug her from behind..Like When She Is Just Standing There. (hold her as long as possible)

4. Leave her voice messages to wake up to.

5. Wrestle with her :):)

6. Don't go hang out with your ex or another girl that is crushin on you when shes not with you,
you might not relize how badly it hurts her. :(

7. If you are talking to another girl, when you're done talking, walk over and hug her and kiss her....let her know she's yours and they aren't.

8. Write her notes or call her just to say "hi"

9. Introduce her to your friends . . . as your girlfriend. . . it feels nice doesn't it?

10. Play with her hair.

11. Pick her up and flirt with her! (she loves it, even if she says put me down)

12. Get upset if another guy touches her and she doesn't
like it

13. Make her laugh ;)

14. Let her fall asleep in your arms.

15. If she's mad at you, kiss her.

16. If you care about her, then TELL HER

17. Every guy should give their girl 3 things: a STUFFED ANIMAL(she'll hug it every time she goes to sleep),
JEWELRY (she'll treasure it forever),
and one of his T-SHIRTS(she'll most likely wear it to bed)
or sweatshirts sprayed with his cologne!!
and SURPRISE Her with flowers or something special occasionally.. that will make her smile.. ;)

18. Treat her the same around your friends as you do when
you're alone.

19. Look her in the eyes and smile.

20. Hang out with her on weekends

21.Kiss her in the Rain (girls love this)

22.Kiss her just for the heck of it

23. Listen To Her When She Talks To You

24. Remember her birthday and get her something,
even if
its simple and inexpensive, it came from YOU. it
means all
the world to HER.

25. When she gives you a present on your
birthday, Christmas, or just whenever, take it and tell her
you love it, even if you don't (it'll make her happy.)

26. Always call her when you say you will, it may
not seem
like it, but it does hurt her and makes her think
you don't
care so call even if you can only talk for a minute.
Girls
don't necessarily have to have hour long
conversations
every night but its nice for us to hear your voice
even for a
quick "hello."

27. Give her what she wants...as long as it's reasonable! gah!

28. Recognize the small things . . . they usually
mean the most.

29. Don't flirt with her friends or your friends that are girls cause
she'll feel left out and it might make her feel as though u have to find affection somewhere else. (ps- make sure others Know that u are HER boyfriend!)

30.hang out with her whenever you are free and u
should feel free to hang with your girl friend anytime the time

31.If u care about her...please... SHOW her!

32.DON'T FORCE HER TO DO ANYTHING!

33.When She Is Upset..Hold Her Tight (Tell Her How Much She Means To U)

34. Give Her Piggy Back Rides.

35.Be a Gentlemen (Hold the door for her)

36. Kiss Her On The Forehead.

37. Express That You Miss Her When You Are Apart.

38. Tell her she is the Only One For You..

39. Dont hug her friends or your friends that are girls cause she'll feel left out.

40. If your listening to music, let her listen too.

41. Sit in the park and just talk to her

42. Look her in the eyes and smile

43. Let her take as many pictures of you as she wants

44. Hang out with her whenever you are free and u should be free to hang
with your girlfriend all the time

45. Sing to her no matter how horrible your voice is.

46. Pick her over all the other girls you hang out with.

47. Throw pebbles at her window in the middle of the night just because you missed her.

48. Carve your names into a Tree.

49. Slow dance with her, even if there isn't any music playing.

50. Call her sweety. (not baby)

2009-12-29T22:03:00.000-08:00

Okay. Will do a proper post, today. :/

As you know, went to Penang And Kedah.
Did so many things. got problem uploading photos to facebook.
only managed to upload 1/3 of it, as some of you can see. -.-
will try again another time. let the pictures do the talking there.

And, i just realise it's already the 30Th of December. How time passes by so fast.
Another year coming to an end, so, a new year, a new beginning i hope.

Lots of stuff happen this year, ups, and downs.
Major heartbreak for me. (wts, don't believe i wasted my time on this. -.-)
A few friendship problems.
Family Problems. and, new love. xD haha.

With a long break (for me) this 2 months, i did a few, so called reflections and playback
what happened this year, and past years. Realise I've been so playful and immature.
My big mouth which i didn't know how to control until a big issue happen. wow. what a mess.
Because of my playfulness, i didn't do well for mid year and common tests. managed to buck up at end of years', but not well enough. so yeah, did revision during holidays and realise again, it's actually simple if i have put more effort on it. broke a promise, told lies. did stupid stuff that i don't believe i did. Hope i really wake up this time and mean what i say.

No more playing around next year.
No more sleeping in class.
No more bad mouthing people.
enough is enough.
hope i really change for the better huh.

ALSO,
made new friends this year. maybe perhaps, lost a friend too.
but whatever. i don't wanna go back to the past, and make her think I'm desperate and cheap. -.-
am very grateful, and glad that I have awesome friends around me who are always there for me when i need them, and awesome fun to be with. Syaza Amirah Bte Johan, Sheryl Seah, Nurul Nadia, Nurul Farhana, Zuhdy Farhan, Salman Zulkarnain, Nurul Syazwany, Muhammad Nazri, just to name a few. Not forgetting the others huh. I love you guys. Always make my day. :D xoxo. (miss you too!)

haha. omg, i sound so... i don't know whats the word. emotional? ee.

HAHAH, January's coming that means B's birthday coming also! haha, i think i know what to get her already, woohoo! xD
and, After that February, some body's birthday! *winks* and so many other people. o.o
AND, CNY!!! hahhaha. money money money.

haha, back to topic.
I Love 2E3, okay maybe not the whole class to be honest. the group of awesome people who always make fun of each other, tease each other, play catching in class, disturbing teacher, a whole lot of us standing outside together during maths. ♥ (ONE FOR ALL, ALL FOR ONE) HAHA.
i miss you people and the madness. ):

Also, let's get to the mushy part. WTF. Some of you may skip this part thank you. HAHA.
So this year, ya, got a broken heart. Close friends realise how hurt i am, and what an *insert word* he is. but, fortunately, someone came to the rescue and healed the broken heart.
Salman Zulkarnain ♥. Few people asked, "why him" and give me that fucked up face. or, story tell me the bad things he did in the past. well, i've got my reasons why. He knows it. Furthermore, it's the past. Time changes, people change. Don't tell me you didn't do anything wrong in the past as well do you? haha, don't understand why some people who are not close to us care so much about our relationship. So far, the relationship has been going well. happy happy as ever. though only coming to 3 months together god knows how long i actually had a crush on him before. o.o haha, he knows that too. Nadia know. i guess my close friends know that too. xD WTF. o.o me luvv mickey! ♥ (act cute sia b, HAHA, kidding.) luvv him despite him saying i sound like boy. though he thinks a look tomboy, though he loves Taylor swift. though so many bitch (insert phrase). hahahaha. Good luck to us in 2010! WHEEEEEEE. Bonda and Mummy like don't mind we together sia.. cool siol. xD kay, NEXT! xD

NCC, alot of corruption in NCC this year serious. make it not as fun as previous year, again. shouldn't stretch to much on this. whatever it is, i love Part Baby's '09! ♥

okay, summary, summary. This year was great. But not as awesome as last year. Missing Toh Tuck. ): so free. uhm, thank you friends, famil(ies) for making this year enjoyable. Love, miss and looking forward to meet you all.

btw,
I guess schools gonna be a horror next year. With lessons ending at 2 almost every day(not including remedial). with HMT on Mondays and Wednesdays, Group study on Tuesdays, Madrasah on Thursday, and tuition on Sundays. not forgetting NCC trainings on Fridays. Thank god i only got 1 CCA, or I'm dead. haha, wish my luck! :D

HAPPY NEW YEAR, AND GOOD LUCK IN FUTURE ENDEAVOURS! :D

PEACE. ♥
xoxo.

PS : 1. Ready to 'serang' Fanna on first day of school.
2. Hugs on first day! :D
3. Sorry no pictures. Computer got virus, don't wanna spread to phone! o.o

2009-12-26T21:48:00.000-08:00

HOME!

so lazy to post now. o.o

kay, ciao.

2009-12-22T00:20:00.001-08:00

Don't feel like going visiting now le.

leaving home in 5 mins, so ya, byeeee. ):

2009-12-21T06:32:00.000-08:00

Will be off to Malaysia tomorrow evening til coming Saturday evening! :D ):

Will miss my smelly pillow and Sally. O.O

thank you b for the wallet! HAHAHAHAHAHA.

k, ciao xD

2009-12-18T06:48:00.000-08:00

click here!

HAHAHAHAHA.

random, kay bye.

2009-12-16T20:57:00.000-08:00

Okay, holidays, suck.

Didn't go out at all. Hafta look after my siblings. what a chore. Brother pissing me off every minute, i can go crazy like that. argh. plus not meeting b for weeks? fck. i don't care, will meet him on Sunday and/or Monday. ):

Anyway, finally finished my maths homework (!!!) realised it's friggin alot of questions. as thick as

3/4 foolscap booklet. -_______-''' Started playing nintendo WII. Beat my siblings in almost every game xD did revision. realised that its friggin easy. how can i fail science! and get 3/15 for history essay! -.-

Last Saturday, went JP and Queensway. Yadayadayada. \

Sunday went tuition and nothing. -_______-'''

Monday, completed homework.

From then on, rotting in hell.

beloh, nothing to do go put henna on my nails, nail polish on toe nails.

now i regret. -.-

Wednesday, 2 months! but he wasn't in SG. t(-.-t)

And yesterday was so happy!

On the phoning with the 2 people i love most, Syaza and Salman.

xD Told Syaza something, felt alot better. Thank you for making me feel better again! xD

thenthen, B, texted me something when he's still in Johor.. cannot receive. multimedia message. sony hp sux lah. he call me. lol, talked as though his whole family in the conversation also. haha. i feel part of the family, i don't know why. O.O at night switched to nokia hp, finally read. haha, cannot fall asleep. slept at 2. woke up at 4. slept back at 5, woke up at 8.45. -.-

now, wanna continue revision!

ciao.

PS : Will be overseas from 22nd to 26th! xD

2009-12-16T04:56:00.000-08:00

I will have a proper post once i come back from Malaysia on the 26th!

sorry peopozzz.

2009-12-01T01:27:00.000-08:00

Will just write in note form :/

- I miss school! ):

- I miss RFLs (Clique of 7)

- Yesterday went bowling with :

Syaza AKA JingJings,

Nasyitah AKA JengJong,

Syazwany AKA Mary KAZAZZA,

Ardilla.

ASS-SOME fun! :D

Must go again sometime. Played 2 games.

Last place in first game ):

Champion in next. xD

Still waiting for JingJings to upload the photos.

Faster la bi ):

Was suppose to go rock-climbing but we were too smart, the place

is only open after 5pm on Mondays ):

- I miss doing homework D:

- I miss running around in school.

- I miss rock-climbing.

- I'm hungry, but I won't eat. fattt. (OPPS.)

- I am 2.5M tall pleasesz. xD

- Needs to lose weight xD

- Zac Efron got another movie xD xD more info soon!

- Lastly, I miss Salman Zulkarnain! t(-.-t)

damndamndamn.

Pictures soooooooon luvvvv. :D

2009-11-25T02:34:00.000-08:00

Heard that MY Zac Efron acted in a new movie, Me and Orson Welles. (!!!) It's released in U.S, i think. As you know, we Asians have to wait for a few more months then it's released at our country. -.- (that sucks!) -.-

anwanwanw, YAY, that means, i must watch it. (:

Synopsis: ME AND ORSON WELLES, Richard Linklater's new coming of age feature set in 1937 stars Disney teen throb Zac Efron, star of High School Musical, who stretches himself as an actor playing the young aspiring actor Richard who lands a job with Orson Welles (played by newcomer Christian McKay) and his legendary Mercury Theatre Company. The whirlwind experience of working with the boy genius and appearing in Welles' soon-to-be groundbreaking production of Julius Caesar as Lucillus sets his life on a new course. In that same week, he also finds romance with older woman Sonja (Claire Danes). Experiencing romance and immersed into a creative process few are afforded, Richard also learns a few lessons about crossing swords with the imperious and brilliant Welles. He must grow up fast.--© Freestyle

taken from : www.rottentomatoes.com :D

YAY I CANNOT WAIT! >.<

i wanna watch with Salman Bin Zulkarnain pleasezxzsxzsxzs! ):

2009-11-24T00:34:00.000-08:00

I'd rather be called a dolphin than a dog! XD

You said part A's are better than Part B's. So if i say the Part B's are better than Part C's, that makes you people the worst! XD. I'm talking in terms of standards.

IT's 1 month, 1 week, 2 days. why so slow. -.-

Don't know what to post.

CIAO!

I miss you bby. ):

2009-11-19T19:12:00.000-08:00

Chris Brown!

Crawl, Newest one from him, from new album, Graffiti.

Don't know if it's already sold in Singapore. I wanna buy! XD Have been replaying this song for 6 times this morning. :P Hearhearhear!

LUVVVV! ♥

PS : He's not the only guy who beats up his girlf. Everyone makes mistakes.

Just let him off lah, FTW! -.-"

O.O

2009-11-18T02:40:00.000-08:00

Forever in my life, Jojo.

The way you're part of me,

I would have to re-learn everything,

If you were to leave,

So fast you make me fall like I was autumn leaves,

And, honestly..

There a perfect explanation

Why you feel so good to say that you're

My love, my love, my love

I´ll give you all my love if you,if you,

If you don't change a thing,

About the way you hold me everynight,

So right, I wanna man like you forever in my life.

I'm locked inside a jar,

Turn the lid and set me free,

I love everything that you are,

Has a million other reasons,

But lets not go to far,

Stay, close to my heart,

When I think about the future,

I am right there where you are,

Cause you're...

My love, my love, my love

I´ll give you all my love if you, if you,

If you dont change a thing,

About the way you hold me everynight,

So right, I wanna man like you to say you´re,

My love, my love, my love

i´ll give you all my love if you,if you,

if you dont change a thing,

About the way you hold me everynight,

So right, I wanna man like you forever in my life.

I know, that you, would never leave me hanging,

Hanging out to dry in the wind,

I know that we haven't seen the worst of it,

But when we do,i promise you we'll stick it out together.

You're..

My love, my love, my love

I'll give you all my love if you, if you,

If you dont change a thing,

About the way you hold me everynight,

So right, I wanna man like you, in my life

My love, my love, my love

I'll give you all my love if you, if you,

If you dont change a thing,

About the way you hold me everynight,

So right, I wanna man like you forever in my lifeeee ..

THIS IS REALLY RANDOM.

I'm bored! ):

O.O

2009-11-16T23:51:00.000-08:00

Completed work :

- Found replacement for the broken necklace of Salman's XD

- Did housework.

- finished reading 2 books.

- completed 2/3 of homework.

And, can't go to East Coast.

but hey, i can sleep like a pig at home! and call my friends and chitchat for as long as i want!

ciao!

2009-11-09T02:31:00.000-08:00

I. SERIOUSLY. DON'T. KNOW. WHAT. TO. UPDATE.

BUT!

- I wanna go for that triple date! (ME, Salman, Syaza, Ridzwan, Nazirul, Nasyitah).

- I wanna meet mousie everyday!

-Needs to start doing her self-initiated CIP work. -.-

- Needs to find a replacement for the broken necklace mousiee gave. ):

- Need to get something for one monthsary.

-Needs more money!

-Needs to buy assessment books to prepare for next year!

okay, CIAO!

PS :Daddy letting me work! $20 daily! WHOOO!

2009-10-29T03:24:00.000-07:00

. Don't wanna be a pessimist! MUST think positive!

(Jia you Aisyah!)

___________________________________

idk wtf to update. bye.

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ilyilyilyilyilyilyilyilyilyilyilyilyilyilyilyilyilyilyilyilyilyilyilyilyilyily.

i don't wanna lose a friend for some fucking dumb misunderstanding please dear god.

let the pictures do the talking

2009-10-25T02:48:00.000-07:00

i miss old times D: TOH TUCK!

Ju-on.

LOL, will elaborate or something, IDK???

chatting with Fanna and Iman now. Waiting for B to call me. haiya.

k CIAO!

2009-10-25T01:27:00.000-07:00

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! ♥

Just a v v v v short post, for, now.

I LOVE LIFE! :D

And somebody should be jealous. :P

will update more later or something.

CIAO!

ohno, gonna die tomorrow. D: but still, ♥

2009-10-18T01:06:00.000-07:00

OKAY.

Got back my exam papers, and am so happy! idk if i should put my results here. LOL.

okay, maybe when i get my result slips i'll post here. hahahaha.

quite alot happened. and its very exciting! And i wish it could be like that forever! ♥

okay, so, Wednesday went HMT, got my results, i got A2! SEE, this is my compo paper.

the one on the left is mid year result, and the right is my EOY results.

And my paper 2. left is mid year. right is EOY. in blue is the part that brought my marks down. the green is my summary marks that i'm very proud of! :D

Thusday, 151009, got my maths and some other subject results, i forgot what.

That day was also one of the happiest day of my life! ♥

coincidently, all the guys were doing the same pose, but samuel,

the guy right up front saw me taking photo, he put down his leg. -.-

Friday, had NCC training. Met Syazwany at canteen then go to her crib and get changed.

Went to Bukit Batok Nature Park. I think? i forgot lah what it's called.

Lost our way abit. Saw seniors, stalked them.

FOR A REASON. But nah, nothing nice. Got tired going uphill. wtf.

yadayadayada.

Grouped with Syazwany, Wan Qing, Calvin and Brandon! Our specialist was joseph. :D

First round, we passed, but was slower than first team..

Second round, we are fast and we passed!

But again, Azhar was b____ and chose the other group.

Nvm, our group also h__ a___ N__ already. :D

yadayadayada, went home with Syazwany.

Changed, met Thinaesh, and go lepak.

Had a great time laughing, wtf sia serious.

yadayadayada, go Syaza's crib passed her stuff. -.-

yadayadayada, went home, ate, bathed, called Mr Bean at 2000.

yadayadayada ♥ .

slept at 4 in the morning. -.-

My eyes are bigger than Syazwany's! :D

Saturday was boring, fell ill.

idk why.

Today went tuition and learnt sec 3 work. wah piang,

think i really have to catch up with sec 2 work alot.

homed, fell asleep on the sofa. -.-

Got my grandmum's friend came, and brought her grandchild.

Everybody's first impression was,

"EH, AISYAH, LOOK LIKE YOU WHEN YOU YOUNG!"

i saw the kid, wtf so cute. (sorry, i'm thick skinned huh.)

I also join in "AH'AH LAH, OMG. nak dokong!"

carried the girl, she keep laughing and touching my face,

we have great chemistry! :D

And now, i wanna go and study for proficiency test, hope to get my silver badge!

Jiayou! :D

kay, CIAO!

2009-10-17T03:11:00.000-07:00

WAH PIANG EH.

Faster go home leh ):

will update about the week soon.

need to upload photos and my usb cable is at granny's house. -.-

CIAO!

2009-10-12T20:54:00.000-07:00

UPDATE UPDATE!

(i finally hacked my own computer!!! :D)

Have not updated for 1 week only, but i have alot to say! :D hahaha. okay, start?

nothing much on Wednesday to Friday.

ordinary exam day, so i'll skip to Saturday.

Saturday, 101009.

Went to sent sis for her religious class and went to Yew Tee Point to have my hair cut. hahaha. some of you saw my hair already, whatever. keep your comments to yourself. -.- kay, yadayadayada.

Sunday, 111009.

I got a daughter in law today! HAHAHAHA. ^.^

Anyway, went to tuition in the morning and did nothing. Cos exams are over and i don't bother to do anything anymore, huahuahua. so i listened to music and the teacher didn't care. Was supposed to go jalan raya that day, but the 2e4 dudes are soooo (insert word). so end up, 2e3 people didn't go. suayyyy. so while waiting for my dad to pick me up, syaza called. Was laughing my head off as we gossiped about ____. HAHAHAHA.

Got people came to my house for visiting, and all i did was sit one corner watch movie, NYAHAHAHA. Then at night went to grand uncles place. and all i did was play with this baby! :

KIDDING. (That is me.) Well, i meant this :

Monday, 121009.

Went to school as per normal with SARZ and Siew Gek. Had Home econs exams. paper was kinda easy but i know i get 3 questions wrong already, hahahaha. completed paper half an hour before time ended. stared into space and saw Phaks paper. saw his answers and laughed silently. question asked, what does CASE refer to? Phaks answer, "Computers, Are Super Expensive" wtf? after he completed he drew stick man,and i laughed again. AND NO I DIDN'T COPY. after exam, took 45 mins just to discuss about the jalan raya. hahaha. cos we keep going off track, thanks to me! :D hahaha, then went home alone, again, watched tv and got ready. First house was mine, and they stayed longest at my place. Had Pizza and was Rian's treat! Thanks shortayye!

Then went to Kaiser's house. quite long day cos waited for him to get changed. Rian and Nadia played congkak there. they played wrongly. -.- Then wanna leave his place. Rian was wearing Asnita's shoe, and Asnita was wearing his, wtf, it fit both of them nicely, but Rian looked abit gay :P Then we walked, suddenly Kaiser shouted , "BUSBUS! Cepat!" he saw the bus coming, but the rest of us were too lazy to run. so we walked. While waiting for bus, we disturbed all those people who were learning to drive car, everytime they drive past, we keep waving the L sign, hahahah. did alot of shit. :D

Went to Fanna's house, somehow camwhored. Kaiser and Rian were such nuisance there. Kaiser keep asking people to taste for him the kueh first then he eat. wtf? Took photos, and Kaiser forever disturbing me. t(-.-t) Found out Syaza's mum exploded, HAHAHAHA. i was right, it is a girl! :D

Went to Asnita's place. took a few photos. one by one, nadia and asnita accidentally spill the drink, hahahah.

then to Nadia's place. Was famished already, her mum cooked, had to eat. I became bloated. Played bunga api. And somebody pissed me off real bad, just didn't show it.

otw to Rian's house, Rian, Kaiser and me were talking about how much we hate __ __ _ __. i was happy, that they finally agreed with me. When i thought i was the only one who hates them. (PS: i don't hate girls, i just dislike some of their attitude, so that means the people i'm referring to are guys. HAHAHAH) Stepped into Rian's house, Rizal started playing hide and Seek! so cute! He so cute lah, omgomgomg, but didn't take photo cos was too tired already. Heard that Rian keep asking Kaiser to send me to bus stop. My friends keep saying how quiet my place is. But i don't think it is quiet. -.-

In the end Nadia accompanied me to bus stop. Talked about how disgusting and cheap minah reps are. hahahaha, learnt alot. Then homed. Kaiser texted me nonsense (as always), and asked for forgiveness for bullying me the whole day, hahaha. Reached about almost 11. Bathed, slept. SO SHIOK.

I almost fell down like 3 times cos the floor was wet from rain and i was wearing heels. -.-

Rian was counting and hoping i fall down again.

Thank you abang for accompanying me thru texting the whole day! :D

Today, actually wanted to go trek with Pei San and gang at Bukit Timah Hill, but didn't cos i was too lazy. and i wanna try hack my damn comp (and i finally did it in a few minutes hahaha.)

hahahha, kay CIAO!

Super retarded face.

Kaiser's place.

LOL, the last piece was mine!

My place. ^

Trying to put on the fakest smile. hahaha.

Rian look so sissy.
I'm proud by how i can forget you, finally, so easily.

2009-10-06T22:34:00.000-07:00

Yes, i wanna move on.

I even wrote a promise note to syaza and signed it. i know it's kinda, awkward, but i have to fulfil this promise this time. I cannot afford to get my heart broken and give up everything just because of a boy. I am still young and i still have to think of my future. Furthermore, i have awesome friends who can be there for me whenever i need them. ahh,whatever.

i still have some, stuff to reveal here, and will sure turn his life into hell. Can bet with ya.
nows just not the time. (:
(and no usb cable, suckkk,)

K chiaozxsszsxz.

i hate having PMS, when my feelings are running around, cannot be sure of what i feel and i keep getting depressed over nothing. Stupid mens, go awayy.

What? You got irritated because of my messages? PUHLEASE, before we patched, you keep spamming my phone! even when i replied late, you keep "are you there?" you are super weird. I thought people should be happy that the person you love texts you everyday. you? get irritated. siao. And what? wanna concentrate on studies? When the hell are you interested in studies. liar. you promised, and said you even can go on your knees and beg to have me back into your life, but now, you're throwing me away! i just cannot accept the fact that you're using me like a magazine. You want me, you take, you bored or irritated with me, you throw away. I AM NOT CHEAP OKAY! You should be thankful i WAS still willing to takeyou back into my life after breaking up and patching back for 8 times! I REPEAT,8 TIMES! Previously, you said you hate me, you mean what yousay, blablabla. Now you say its not that you don't love me? WAKE UP YOUR BLOODY IDEA! And seriously, don't mix NCC with personal feelings. Don't you ever think of being biased towards me. i asked you about training cos you are like the first senior in my recently used list. i didn't wanna waste my time find other seniors who reply slower then you. What kind of senior are you? Don't have basic respect for your junior, and you wnt them to respect you? please man. I don't even know why i loveDDD you in the first place. I don't know why i WASwilling to die for you then. I don't know what is wrong with me. I better stop. the more i write here, the more hate i have for ya. good bye.

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2009-10-04T02:57:00.000-07:00

Thank you stupid mens ~

now i cannot cut my hair.

damn you.

2009-10-03T00:50:00.002-07:00

I BADLY WANNA HAVE A HAIR CUT.

cos the weather's too hot and i can't take it.

maybe, short hair again, sucker.

011009

2009-10-01T22:27:00.000-07:00

I love the date!

Its like, -1 +10 = 9.

hah, kay lame.

KAY GOOOOOO!

look at where my hands are. ^.^Y

When girls, go wild! (for me, as always. hahaha.)

(upset for not getting NIPS. kay, sounds so wrong)

MORE AT FACEBOOK!

" why don't you just tell her the truth?
cos, she'll never know what you really feel inside."
- JMac, because you liveeeeeeeeeeee!
♥♥♥

I ROCK! \m/

2009-09-30T06:16:00.000-07:00

I FELT LIKE A SUPERSTAR WHEN I LEFT CLASS FOR HIGHER MALAY EXAMS JUST NOW.

-and it sucks to the core to see him otw to BPGH.

AND,

GOOD LUCK FOR END OF YEAR EXAMS! :D

BOOMS.

2009-09-29T03:29:00.000-07:00

Things to do after exams :

1. Try parkour-ing. Looks fun ^.^

2. Go rock climbing with part b's '09!

3. Go jalan raya with :

- 2 express (exclude Iman cos he _ _ _ _ _)
- the sec 2 malays. ( part 2 cos part 1 was yesterday and i didn't go ): )

- primary school friends with Azri they all please! :D

- errr, anyone else?

4. Go out with SARZ, Siew Gek, GT, Bun, Nut, and Ass please :D

5. Wanted to make a special birthday for him, but since its over, whats the point anymore. too bad for you, luv.

6. Outing with primary school friends pleaseeeeeee.

7. Pay back my fast early. ):

8. Go zoo with friends! (OMG, i so long never go. eeee, i actually wanna go with _ _ _ _ ahhh, forget it. ); )

9. MOST IMPORTANT : MEET FANNA AND WIWI (!!!!!!!) alot of things to tell them. :/

10. anything else? don't think so.

BOOMS.

2009-09-28T03:57:00.000-07:00

She carried me as well!

My new boyfriend! ^.^Ylook at the number of teeth he got!so cute, my beeee mah.

guess what, the people you see here,are my aunts and uncles!*including the one at the back.

For the sake of Fanna who wanted to see me in contacts. no diff lah, just without specs.and super duper heavy eye bags,and pimples! D: D: D:
okay, weekends was very hectic. so tired and didn't realise i feel asleep at people house when was raya-ing. wth?
today was kinda awesome, hahahaha.
wore my dammit retarded contacts, cos need to season.my degree veh high!left :500right : 600.thats why need season, bummer.but will wear my specs to school (:
got my maths test result today!I FINALLY PASSED MATHS!:D :D :D :D :Djust too awesome! :D :D
and higher malay exam was easy, cos i did before.hahahahahahahah.
k.........
BOOMS.

what a nightmare. i died from a car accident because of you?not worth it.hahaha, how stupid. i think you should die first and go hell, underground, basement level 7 k!i hope you fail in everything you do, sucker.
and, i hate you arrogant bitch. though you arent with him, i still hate you. cos your face is flamingo-ing irritating okay?so stuck up.t(-.-t)

whattheflamingo.

2009-09-25T05:20:00.000-07:00

EVERY DAY IS SUCKY DAY FOR ME.

_l_

see everyone going jalan raya when i have to stay home and catch up
academically.
see people having freedom when i forever have to stay home.
see people concentrating when i keep sleeping during
lessons.
see people able to sleep at night and me having insomnia.

~~and, see couples going out together, when i'm alone ):~~

6 say move on.
3 say don't give up.

):

2009-09-23T03:40:00.000-07:00

Not willing to say goodbye ):

cos i still fcking love you.

_________________________________________

ANYWAY,

Hari Raya was like the other years, nothing much.

MAYBE, looking forward to meet Aliff again! (:

I'm suppose to do my homework now.

Those assignments which are suppposed to be done when i was away from camp.

But bloody hell.

am too lazy as usual.

Was super busy yesterday.

had math test after school, then did the preparations for another dammit presentation in front of school. -.-

after that went home, took my ingredients and stuff went to Syaza's home to try out my home econs practical exam recipe.

Since i never step in the kitchen my whole life (besides schools) to cook,

i keep irritating Syaza and her parents whats this and that.

took 3 hrs plus i think. Cos my cream cheese too frozen. -___-'''

then while waiting for my thing to have its water bath,

i stare at the ingredients. -.-

Syaza's brother's turtle/tortoise is freaking me out, seriously.

And i don't like it.

lol.

and, got people visit her house.

I feel so bad.

I scared they think i'm their dammit maid.

hahahaha.

BUT, good thing is i got $$$$$$$$!!!

(and again, they thought i was chinese. _l_)

hahaha, blablablah.

today tried my work yesterday.

VEHVEHVEH NICE EH.

Who never try rugi!

Good work for a first timer like me. ^.^Y

and thanks to syaza and her parents.

-.-

and for my actual thing, i screwed up.

-.- to heck with anything lah.

My teachers keep asking me to wake up today.

Mrs Ooi even talked to me.

What's my problem?

told her i had insomnia.

don't know why.

she said, you must be thinking about something too much already. cool down.

next week exams eh.

suddenly my face become :D to :l

you should know what i have been thinking bout. )':

Morning had to run.

Everybody ran 3 or 4 rounds only!

Me and PeiSan were the only ones who ran 5 rounds!

that sucks. _l_

somebody got t(-.-t) by me. hahahahaha!

And i dont think i wanna wear contacts anymore.

My eyes, keep getting same comments when i took out my specs :

Mum : Why you cry?

Sheryl : You look like just cry eh.

GT : Did you cry?

Syaza : okay laaaa, look more cinaaaaa.

-________________-'''

AND, bit by bit, my body becomes numb

My left hand is numb, and got alot of small blisters on thumb and index finger.(cos i burnt my finger.-.-)

my leg also numb. guessing that pins and needles are on their way. -.-

my gums are numb, IDK why. -.-

whatever suckers.

bye.

2009-09-20T23:27:00.000-07:00

How more fake can my smiles be.

HECK LAH.

Too many people have been trying to make me smile and forget him.

But i just am not able to. I don't know why. Fck.

ANYWAY,

am so tired, and still have to jalan raya again in a few minutes.

bloody lazy.

Realise also that i prefer staying at home these days.

suckkkkkkkkk.

Whatever eh, bye.

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What you see's not what you get
With you there's just no measurement
No way to tell what's real from what isn't there
Your eyes they sparkle
That's all changed into lies that drop like acid rain
You washed away the best of me
You don't care

You know you did it
I'm gone
To find someone to live for
In this world
There's no light at the end of the tunnel tonight
Just a bridge that I gotta burn
You were wrong
If you think you can walk right through my door
That is just so you
Coming back when I've finally moved on
I'm already gone

Sometimes shattered
Never open
Nothing matters
When you're broken
That was me whenever I was with you
Always ending
Always over
Back and forth, up and down like a rollercoaster
I am breaking
That habit
Today

You know you did it
I'm gone
To find someone to live for
In this world
There's no light at the end of the tunnel tonight
Just a bridge that I gotta burn
You were wrong
If you think you can walk right through my door
That is just so you
Coming back when I've finally moved on
I'm already gone

There is nothing you can say
Sorry doesn't cut it, babe
Take the hit and walk away
'Cause I'm gone
Doesn't matter what you do
It's what you did that's hurting you
All I needed was the truth
Now I'm gone

What you see's not what you get
What you see's not what you get

You know you did it
I'm gone
To find someone to live for
In this world
There's no light at the end of the tunnel tonight
Just a bridge that I gotta burn
You were wrong
If you think you can walk right through my door
That is just so you
Coming back when I've finally moved on
I'm already gone
I'm already gone
Oh, I'm already gone, gone, gone, gone
Already gone
I'm gone

Because of you i don't know how to love anyone else.

Because of you i'm ashamed of my life, because it's empty.

Because of you, i am afraid.

2009-09-19T08:31:00.000-07:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI!

keeping it short and simple, hope you people forgive me for all my wrongdoings.

And enjoy your holidays! :D

(though i'm not looking forward to anything anymore. fck.)

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AND,

wanna wish Happy Birthday to my B #3!

Nurul Syazwany Bte Mohd Salleh!

Babe, Happy Birthday!

Best eh birthday day kau time raye.

mesti dapat extra $$. No fair! xD

Thank you for always being there for me, and my pillar of motivation.

Thank you for your listening ear, and all the times together.

Thank you for making me smile, whenever you see me cry.

Thank you for the suprise birthday thingy on my birthday! It was a dream come true.

I love you alot babe. :D Its difficult to find another friend like you. You're one in a million.

Enjoy your day babe! I LOVE YOU ALOT! :D

And also,

Happy Birthday daddy!

Thank you for being ever so patient towards me (yeah, right.)

thank you for spoiling me.

okay, will wish you more verbally. -.-

kay done suckers.

Your harsh words are enough to kill me. You, letting go is one thing. Now this. Why are you so keen in killing me?

Camp steel.

2009-09-18T06:52:00.000-07:00

(CLICK TO ENLARGE, DUH)

Back from camp yesterday.

Am freaking ass tired cos didn't sleep well for a few days cos some people know what. ):

ANYWAY!

Just tell you how boring camp steel is.

First day :

Reached school early. Saw Pei San and saw her crappy crabby. lol, but cute. waited for the rest. then off to HQ. We reached there, realised we are the only sea unit there? fck. then we, got separated! HOW SUCKYYY~ I'm in Sierra one with Nasyitah and Evelyn. (realising Evelyn is forever same group as me/my partner. I LOIKE.)

ya, activities for that day were :

- Paintball : Group with sea cadets, and new friends ; Firdhaus (so cute lah. the coward), Eefiq(the act tough but not tough), Khabir (smallieeeee).

Before we paint-balled, since we're the last group, Firdhaus got punished cos playing with rocks. lol. he was asked to form a platoon with stones. hahaha! when 'dari kanan bilang' so cute. high pitched voice. then need to kekanan lurus the stones.

The guys are so funny can? hahaha, the sea girls got 'injured' during the activity. Nasyitah hit neck, i hit tongue and hand, Evelyn hit eyes? that sucks. lol, but we still win! :D

- Repelling : the guys are cowards. Firdhaus made everyone go first, in the end, didn't repel. then Eefiq, say its scary? WTH! i survived :D

and the rest were mainly wasting our time. like lunch. talked with girls from other school :

- Yana (ERMM =.=)

- Atieqa.

- Amirah

some more.

Elfy joined us girls cos he was left out with the guys, HAHAHA.

When buke time AND SHOWER TIME was best. When bang, i started drinking nasyitah's water. straight away, one bottle finish. then ate the food (was okay lah, but too much). I LOVE TOFU. start taking everyones tofu. -.- got seafood, forgot to tell our PC that we (me and Nasyitah) are allergic to sea food. but what to do, we it. Funny that i didn't get rashes. heng. and shower time? was the last to shower, and took my own sweet time. cos lol, we got 1 hour 15 mins break! :D

And damn the guys from the bunk near the toilet, sabo me. say got fire. i scared rush out, in the end everyone lying down on bed. =.= after shower, called my baby! :D (syaza, lol)

After buke, watched the WW2 documentary. was shit ass ___. thanks Nasyitah and Syazwany (: Love you both. blablabla.

went to our bunks.

We had the hold side of the bunks to ourselves (me,syaz, nasyitah)! best seh! :D

kay, then slept at around 1 cos of _____. _l_

Reflection for that day :

- guys can be such an arse. like to bully.

- RGS girls are well disciplined! i look up to them (:

- that JRP maam sucks. You know i know eh, Syaz & Nasyitah? hahaa.

- Central district people don't know NCC core values! -.-

- WHAT'S THE BIG DEAL IF WE'RE FROM SEA DISTRICT?

- I don't get why we cannot wear shorts, even school shorts.

Next day :

Woke up, got ready, packed stuff and all. Sea girls pissed with the CC Sec school girls who were at the other side of the bunk. Kawan kau kat bawah, kau tak leh tolong kite pe? ____.

Anyway,

had another long break. Showered again! :D this time, i was really taking my own sweet time, no distractions. :D Went through my physics textbook after that. heard shoutings from guys bunk. went outside, kpokpo.. wth? all of them run out of bunk because of a stupid little bug????? -___________-''' Asked Elfy he said : "mesti uh lari. seram seh"

wtv? continued physics. YES, i brought my physics textbook. -.- then blablabla, changed to long 4. realised my beret wasnt with me. WAH PIANG EH. tied my hair first, then, also realise my hair band was gone. told Syaz and Nasyitah help me find both stuff. high and low, nothing. and wtf, in the end, realised it was on my hand all the time. (my hairband) wtv? rushed down and told OIC of camp i lost beret. lucky never scold me. sigh, see what happened when you're stressed. everything forget. blablabla, slacked, and got lecture. about orienteering and stuffs. then did pacing for 100m. when walk down slope, someone's pacing was 200. -____-''' face-look-like-squirdward sir, say : "ah? yaya, correct" -.- he calls all malays mat and minahs. and its irritating. haiyo.

then idk what. area cleaning. again, pissed with the people on the other side of bunk. still can comb hair tukar baju sume! wth! i pissed already, borrowed the broom from guys, just swept our area ignored the other side. -.- in the end, when inspection, our area was okay. (AND THAT MEANS NASYITAH AND SYAZWANY WILL TREAT ME ICE CREAM! :D) and nobody dared to clean the toilet, lol. wtv.

gave out certificates, and daaa. go home. our school is the only school which has no tranport home. -___-''' so we walked to MRT. Sea cadets reunion was as though we didn't meet for 2 years lol. complained and bitched around. haha. and told sea babes why i was depressed. sigh. I LOVE BBSS NCC SEA PART B 2009!

reflection of that day:

-our school is forever budget.

- Hoping not to go spec course with central district.

- Realised my PC surnames are always SOH. Irwin Soh for camp feast., and Raymond Soh, camp steel. haha.

went home, showered. met syaza. not meeting her for 2 days is like not meeting her for 2 decades. we talked and its never ending. (: I LOVE YOU B. hahahaha.

______________________________________________________

and today kinda suck.

tho for physics test, my classmates told me the questions. i did pretty well i suppose, hahaha. I LOVE 2E3. YOU SUCK! (yes, suck.)

met momma at WM to make contact lens. will only be ready on Wed. that sucks! _l_

k bye.

You have to learn from mistakes and move on.

But sorry, i'm learning from mistakes, but still hanging on.

:D

2009-09-15T05:18:00.000-07:00

Will be going for Camp Steel from tomorrow to Thursday.
I hope its gonna be fun! Get to bully Bakhtiar (sp??) and see SUSU-FIFI-YANYAN. hahahahaah.
sorry. kidding. yknow i love my B muchmuchmuch(xinfinity)more. :D

BUT!

I will miss b.
I will miss b.
I will miss b.
I will miss b.
I will miss b.
I will miss b.
I will miss b.
I will miss b.
I will miss b.
I will miss b.
I will miss b.
I will miss b.
)':

And that sucks!
(hoping can call him at night during camp, while i study my physics. *prays hard*)

packed my bag, and guess what. i only bring one normal school sized bag, for the first time. and it feels like, i forgot to bring something, but when i check, all the stuff are there. -.- (except my shoe, and hp charger.)

I dammit wanna wear contacts for raye, but wth, my eyes like some fish. -.-
and, my momma don't wanna pay for me. SUCKS LAH BODOH.

k, bye! :D

~~She's~~ He's the only one that I want by my side
~~She's~~ He's the only one that I believe can save my life
~~She~~ He makes me wanna be a better ~~man~~ girl ohh why,
~~She's~~ He's higher than the sky, the suns and the moon

~~She's~~ He's like a ~~star~~ ROCKET! ~~like a star, like a star~~

LOL, i bet Nasyitah knows what i'm talking about. :D

iloveyou,imissyou, MNIBMS♥

THIS SUCKS.

2009-09-10T02:11:00.000-07:00

It sucks ,
when you always have to listen to people, but they don't wanna listen to you.

It sucks,
When you ALWAYS have to be the one giving in. _l_

It sucks,
when you treat someone so nice, but they did nothing in return. WTF.

It sucks,
When you're hinting that person you're upset with him/her, and he/she doesn't realise it.

It sucks,
When you are forced to do things you don't like.

It sucks,
When he/she wants you to give him/her what the eff she/he wants, but when you want something, that asshole didn't give.

It sucks,
When i told you NOT to do something, because of your own good, but you still do it.
)':

It sucks,
When the whole world creates rumours about you which are total effing lies.

It sucks,
When you didn't do anything wrong and you get accused any-o-how.

IT REALLY SUCKS(!!!) WHEN YOU GET THOSE TREATMENTS EVERYDAY(!!!)

WHADDUH?

2009-09-08T23:18:00.000-07:00

-___________________________-'''

i'm not your effing tissue, dog.

your mood is so unpredictable, and effing scary.

sometimes i just feel like slapping your face.

_______________________________________________

ignore the above paragraph.

well, to day went for physics remedial.
i only understood the first part of the lesson.
then i was off to playland, where my imagination starts playing around. funny how i picture (insert name) in (insert clothing). i start talking nonsense soon after, laughing like a mad monkey. -.-

accompanied syaza to library, saw some books on boys, and cannot help laughing. cos it talked about (insert word) and it's effing funny.

now it's effing boring and i wanna go playland or meet (insert name).

BUT, (insert name) is (insert phrase). and i really don't like it. :/

okay, off to watch movie.

Farhan : Son.
Me: Mummy.
MNI : Daddy~
Fanna : Oldest daughter.
Nadia: Daugher.
Louisse : Son.
Kenneth Yap : SON. :D :D :D :D
Shafiqah : Sister.
Celine : Farhan's grand aunt. (cos my aunty mah.)
Mary : Sis-in-law.
Haqiz : Bro-in-law.
Syaryan : Brother.
Clara : Sister.

kay, this is freaking lame bodoh, farhan.
-______________________-'''

NOTE THAT MY BLOG LINK HAS CHANGED. I'LL STICK TO BLOGGER. TOO LAZY TO CHANGE TO OTHER WEBSITE.

SO CUTE SIOL.

2009-09-07T02:09:00.000-07:00

:D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

cannot get enough.
cannot get enough.
cannot get enough.
cannot get enough.
cannot get enough.
cannot get enough.
cannot get enough.
cannot get enough.
cannot get enough.
cannot get enough.
cannot get enough.

:D :D :D :D :D :D :D

shitto.

2009-09-06T22:09:00.000-07:00

wth?

I screen cap-ed 15 pictures of me playing games on msn with Yiwei. and i flamingo-ing accidentally deleted it. WTHORSE! -.-

i win almost ALL the games, and that is so awesome! :D

whatever, i'm off to homework.
______________________________________________________________________

Hey Farhan, i don't believe its the 5th month already.
And, i still love you brother. :D

7th month, 7th month! ♥

"oh nononono. small not the tall one."

2009-09-04T05:52:00.000-07:00

i kinda screw up on stage earlier today.
but he says its okay so okay lah. :D

ANYWAY,

i feel retarded today, cos:

1)i didn't know how to play battleship during NCC theory lesson. -.-
so Salman gave up in teaching me so we ended the damn game.
sorry lah. -_________-'''

2)my emotions are so weird.
suddenly laughing, singing, suddenly, talk about some stuff with Syaza. :/

3)he is so _________. -.-

4)Farhan is weird. he look/talk like his pissed with me. but he's okay?
nvm.

5)i really feel weird today! :/

6)that girl is always lying and i knew it from the very start! hahahahaha, sucker!
jauh-raja-pantai.

"smoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooth criminal."

2009-09-02T05:33:00.000-07:00

when you look me in the eyes, and tell me that you love me, everythings alright, when you're right here by my side.

O.O

i keep getting carried away,
grrrr.

And, i think i'm gonna embarrass myself in front of the whole school on Friday.
AHHHHHHH.

iguana.

2009-08-31T02:28:00.000-07:00

I'M SORRY.

I'm just a loser in their eyes.
I can never see them happy, because of me.

_________________________________________

on a brighter note, i continue writing in my long-lost diary.
this is where i'll continue talking to.
the only thing that i can trust.
good bye.

2009-08-27T02:34:00.000-07:00

what the flamingo.

i'm going crazy, thinking of what to give my friends whose birthdays are coming like, in a few hours left.

what the flamingo.

Im an Aisyah. ( purposely spell like that. )
grrr.

what the flamingo.

i don't wanna wear number 4 to school tomorrow.
but thats only if my parents allow me to go training.

BUT,

YAY.

i lose 2kg. :D

YAY.

11 more days siolzxsxzs.

YAY.

no need to wear number 4 to school.
thats IF, my parents don't allow me to go.
which i hope they actually allow me to go.

k buaixzsxss.

2009-08-25T03:11:00.000-07:00

ALSO, i take back my words from the August 20th post.

i don't wanna care.
you suck, dude.

2009-08-25T02:00:00.000-07:00

YAY!

finally blogger is working. :D

okay, today started off sucky to the core.

and gonna end up worse.

*only Syaza knows what the hell i'm talking about.

(wax, paper, extra clothes, armour, OUCH.)

kay, wtv.

-its only the third day of Ramadhan.

I hope i don't ponteng like last year. :/

-I cannot be bothered with NCC anymore, seriously.

Although i wanna go senior spec. :/

-Todays assembly about smoking is sick and disgusting.

-I want my mcflurry cornetto! grrrrr.

-I don't care about anything anymore.

-I've got Cadbury eyebrows! WEEEEE~

k bye!

):

2009-08-20T05:54:00.000-07:00

(even my Zac ^^ looks sad, okay lame. -.-)

I'm so worried.
WE'RE so worried ):

Don't be stupid and do what you are doing now.
Do some self reflection, please.
We still care about you man.
Think again.

"Be a man, do the right thing."

updated!

2009-08-16T00:16:00.000-07:00

Am busy with homework and NCC these days.
I don't think i've got anything to say. :/

Before:

-Had kayaking trainings, competition coming up this tuesday. :/
-Met Fanna finally, didn't really talked much, time not there for us. :/
-I think he suckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk. Go figure. :/
-Don't think i did well for Bends And Hitches Comp.

Now:
-Having fever, rashes. :/
-Chatting with Yi Wei,Uni, and DOG! -.-
-My art isn't finished!
-Seeing her face makes me hurt/jealous, IDK why! again, go figure. (i doubt she ever reads my blog) :/
-I miss my Domokun. :(

Next:
-Need to study for CT2!
-Start paying back my fast, and i think not enough liao~

okay, whatever.
Good luck to all for upcoming exams/common tests! :D

2009-08-07T03:15:00.000-07:00

okay! go to my facebook to see the opening ceremony pictures! :D
if no facebook, see me personally baby!

today's bends and hitches competition really screwed up. Stupid bus driver didn't know where national stadium is! WTF. we weren't sure of the direction to go, so we took the longer way. -.- we were almost disqualified, FTW! okay, theory was okay, but practical make my life difficult, Part a's even got tested on sheet bend when they were not even taught. suay.

I shouldn't have listened to Salman, i should have taken my own sweet time to kayak. FTW, now i'm probably selected for kayaking when I don't want to. suck or what? EEE, gonna miss my common test because of this! ): go to hell.

And, yesterday's school's opening ceremony rocked. camwhored when my battery was about to die. so many unglam pics due to running here and there to find people to take picture with, FTW! learnt alot of mandarin phrases from my girls, and only remembered "wo hen ni" and " wo ai wo de nan peng you" -.- dang, should learn more next time! :/

okay, too tired already, bye love lies!

2009-08-02T03:28:00.000-07:00

TESTING.

seriously fed-up with blogger.
IDK which to use lah dammit.

www.shashayy.wordpress.com

buzzbuzzbuzz beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

headache.

2009-07-27T03:07:00.000-07:00

WHAT COULD BE WORSE (???!!!)

sorry.

-.-

2009-07-23T02:47:00.000-07:00

hello.

alot happened these days.

monday, nothing!

tuesday, Racial Harmony Day! wore my purple baju. pictures uploaded next time, cos needa ask my dad for camera's USB. was suppose to take picture with 2398 people, but damn, never got to. dammit bodo. andcollected number 1! i think i was the last to get my stuff, see my size lah, alamak. shoe size, cannot find cos, people borrow never return. where is the care for fellow cadets! =.=
when OTW home, got bullied by the guys! asshole. iman started it lah, KNS! elfy sucha t(-.-t). okay, whatever, got my icecream again! :D

wednesday, after school, planned to go movie-marathon at sheryl's, but as always, she and her last minute plans with Anna. in the end, same people came to the rescue! talked cocked with Nadia and Fanna : "Bird so high" "Bird drop down" lol, wtv. =.=
then went WM, waste our time. go mac again, disturb iman. WTF. he gave Fanna TEN BUCKS! and gave me 60 cents only. SAD AH. then homed with farhan.

Today, was TOOTTOOTTOOT. was upset-ed by a few people today. ARGH, didn't go for remedial, only came with PS when lesson was over, haha! great job. earlier, had NCC meeting, showed Mr Azhar about B&H practices we wanted. Can say he was impressed (: woohoo.

and now, am talking to Yi Wei and Salman. okay, shall not elaborate more.
goodbye!

the heart never lies.

HAHAHAHAHAHAH.

2009-07-20T02:55:00.000-07:00

hahahahaha, inside joke :

k____ n______ s____

&

TWiLight.
(Syazana's (Syaza's cousin) , not my idea!) =.=

hahahaha.

okay, i still don't know what to wear sia. KNS! I wanna wear brown, but IDK, the blue, EVERYONE IS WEARING! fartthewhat. -_________-'''

at least there is someone who wanna wear same colour as me.
My long-distanced(?) cousin and bestieee, Rian. hahahha. :D

okay, call me lovelies (:

Confused!

2009-07-19T04:45:00.000-07:00

okay, way manyyyyyyy people asked me to wear ethnic costume on Tuesday. But i don't know i should wear or not. GRRR, stress over this issue. =.=

I don't wanna wear because :

1. I feel uncomfortable.

2. I may look like a dork, cos will be bringing school bag and so the tak(not) matching!

3. IF i wear chinese costume, more people will mistaken me for chinese, for the 563475634756347563457345394587th time! =.=

4. I'm too lazy to change when reach school/leave school.

5. will be going HQ, so.... lazy to change.

6. the boys in my class are friggin irritating. will disturb me all the way, suckers.

BUT, I wanna wear because:

1. so far, 12 people asked me to wear ethnic costume.

2. i don't have to wear school shoes! :D (wont get scolded for not wearing school socks)

3. I may look cool. :D

4. IF i wear the chinese costume, it's a whole lot more comfortable than school uniform!

5. People even begged me to wear =.=

6. i wanna camwhore baby!

see, both exactly SIX reasons. so, IFDK. eeeee. okay, might as well i put poll, all go vote, and please, VOTE ONCE ONLY.

okay, VOTE!

Thank you lovelies. :D

mendung, tidak bererti hujan.

2009-07-17T02:12:00.000-07:00

MOST PEOPLE ARE BEING NICE TO ME TODAY!

Especially my cohort-mates (if there is such thing, haha).

Even Mrs Loh :D

Get well soon Banana Skin. We miss you.

I don't wanna talk about it, i just wanna sit and stare at you.

MY BLOG IS NOT DEAD! grr.

2009-07-13T02:51:00.000-07:00

so the lame, i look disgusting! Sorry guys. haha.
I don't know why some people think my blog is dead, even though my last post was two days ago! pfft.

okay, well, so much happened for the last few days!

Saturday

Morning went to school with Syaza, were the first few to arrive. God knows how long we waited for the damn bus. Then off to the rock-climbing venue. blahblahblah, can't remember. I talked alot during theory, at least better than Joshua (i'm scared of him, cos he's gigantic!) haha.

Then off to lunch, ate prata with some part b's! :D disturbed evelyn all the way, cos her food came last. by the time it was served, i finished my food, HAHAHA. then walked back to the place. then, practical!

paired with Evelyn cos she almost same size as me. we did on the ground first, when she belayed me, i faster, did the "falling!" thingoo, she let go, instructor saw, lucky on the ground, if not i could have died. haha, then we go rest, Salman and Iman start disturbing me!! suckers. until i cannot move, urgh. then i started climbing. i was stucked in the middle, cos got one whole patch with no rocks! i climbed to another lane, the instructor keep scolding me! haha, my friends supporting me from below, i feel so touched! Salman and iman keep giving me directions which i cannot go! GRR! in the end only completed 3/4 of the wall. okay, then switched. slacked, blahblahblah.

i managed to reach the top for the second climb! WEEHEE! Thanks to Salman and iman who climbed the lanes next to me and gave me directions again! :D Then i was lowered, watched the rest climb.

Salman's legs look like model! so shining. haha. Iman climb like rocket, sialah. And, Nasyitah, Salman biased, eh? haha, whatever.

then round up, changed, off to WM, had dinner. Laughed liked siao! And i got my double chocolate! :D :D :D thrash out session was a mess, thanks to me, so noisy. gossiped about teachers, evelyn so cute when imitating them! HAHA. i just stared at her, and she laughed, wth? haha, then Syaza'a dad sent my home, bathed and sleep.

Conclusion : ROCK-CLIMBING IS WAY BETTER THEN KAYAKING! ROCK CLIMBING IS TEH BOMB. :D

Sunday

Woke up in the morning, went tuition, was okay, the teacher was so LAME. anw, went home, did some hw, then went town shopping! Bought 2 dresses. :D wanted to buy more stuff, nevermind, next time, next time. Momma went LV, sialah, i saw one shoe SO PRETTY! i wanted it but too expensive $300. belive it or not. i got expensive taste. my future husband can go bankrupt, HAHAHA. whatever, homed. (ate alot, but was okay.)

Today,

school was as pernormal, monday blues, bored to the max.

Tomorrow, gonna take my number 1 uniform! too excited! harharhar.

_______________________________________________________

okay. now, to more, ____ matters. :

what is the difference between love and infatuation?

Infatuation :

Infatuation, is just a crush. it's a feeling, but more like "i love you, i want you" whereas love is "i love you, i give you" and infatuation is more of physical attraction. I am very sure you people will see some hot people, and go, "WOW, sialah,so HOT!" but do you know how much you really love that person? how you are willing to Give that person? bet not.

Infatuation is selfish, as you ALWAYS want your partner to satisfy you and your feelings. and also, infatuation is weakened by time and separation. you can see many of us here, forgot our ex-es kinda fast. obviously, it has never been love that you two have gone through, meerly like, your partner is hot, and his/her sweet talking, that makes you think you are falling in love with him, or her.

now, moving on to real love .

Love is the emotion, and will to give that person. which also mean that love is selfless. giving your whole world to your partner. Love, is also strengthen, by time and separation. there is great pain when you love that someone a whole lot. like a family member.

few points to love.

1) Love is Patient

You wait patiently for the fulfilment of expectations. That means you wont get angry or pissed with your partner if he or she is late for a date. You will go slow and steady with your partner, not complaining at anything, and glad at whats happening.

2)Love is kind

Love encourages, supports and builds up on others.respects others. :D simple.

3) Love is not jealous!

Jealousy means insecure and immature heart! cos, why get jealous if you love her alot and love = trust? i mean, you trust the girl, you won't worry about anything else in the world man! get it? oh god.

4) Love is not to brag.

If you're trying to impress someone, thats not love eh. love comes naturally.

5) Love is not arrogant.

don't be boastful about a relationship. want to tell the whole world you're in a relationship for what? =.= Love is humble!

6) Love always covers.

when one knows the other is not perfect, and love that person for his imperfections! (just like the advertisement, don't tell me you didn't see it!)

7)Love always perserveres.

Love outlasts everything. love will go through alot of challenges, duh. you always hold on when you're in love.

8)Love is not provoked.

love is long fused. You shouldnt get angry or pissed with your paretner when you're in love. that is so not love if you are.

9) Love is forgiving!

this is a M.U.S.T for love relationships! from mom, to dad, to partner, to kids.

Love doesn't hold grudges. Love is willing to forgive and forget. if you remember something bad happens in the past, therefore, not exhibiting love.

and DONE. i think.

correct me if i'm wrong. Most of these are gotten from BBSS's Write-On, issue 8. for those who missed it, you have just read a part of it. (: and, also, based from my past experiences, and mum's advices. i have to agree to all these. :D therefore, i think i'm merely dreaming this whole time. IDK, god knows what i'm feeling.

okay, 'nough said. time to do my homework!

freaking ass happy.

2009-07-10T06:05:00.000-07:00

YES, I'M SO PROUD OF MYSELF!

I made it to GOH contingent, so i am able to wear my number one baby!

i wonder how i look like in the uniform man.

haha, 2 of my wishes came true this year.

Man, i feel like crying.

And the wondergirls(fat version) are in!

Consists of :Gladys, me, Cynthia and Wan Qing! lol. so lame.

too happy until, i did something so wrong. :/

okay, i better stop bragging.

Next week : will post about love and infatuation. cos, people ask me/come to me bout this, and i just am gonna post what i think, and based on facts!

okay, bye. wanna sleep for tomorrow!

i kissed a girl, and i kinda like it.

HAPPYHAPPY.

2009-07-09T04:24:00.000-07:00

WTNEH. My dad cried like a girl watching MJ's memorial. No need to ask whether i cry, yours truly (:

HAH.

Today laughed alot!

Run to school because late, laugh.

PE, in pain also laugh.

Free period, laugh like TOOT. stomach ache.

Remedial, laugh.

Waiting for my turn for oral, laugh.

When oral-ing, laugh.

On my way home, laugh.

SIAO AH.

And i'm laughing again now, because or Sheryl's retardation (my way of saying, "silly-ness", not deceleration)

GROSS. moustaches EWW.

and on the way back, SOMEBODY make me not deny that i had sweet memories of you-know-who. walk home, i kept thinking, and i almost died, i thought it was him in front of me. i quickly walk faster. =.=

and now, chatting with so many people. until hand tired. haha, kay, bye.

070709! :D YAYNESS.

2009-07-07T00:37:00.000-07:00

Editted *

Today is AWESOME!

Shafiqah know why. *kenik naik-naik!*

AHHH, i just cannot stop smiling :D :D :D

will only state a few reasons why i'm overly-excited! :

Nadia stood up for me when confronting Iman about his attitude, i love her! :D
I don't hate-hate Iman (Sec two) anymore, okay, maybe abit, but, just forget the past :D
And also Iman sec 3, i don't wanna argue with him anymore. just that __________. okay. blahblahblah.
I SAW BRYANT TAN YI HAO ON THE WAY HOME TODAY! For those wondering how he looks like, he looks like Kenneth Yap, only hotter + cuter. HAHA. Click here! you can hear me shouting, like usual. but, video is blur.
I cannot wait to go for rock climbing! :D
I SEE FARHAN! lol. i bet he thinks i'm crazy.
And of course, today is 7th July. some people know why. sad or happy? IDK. :/
AND, 3 awesome grannies (my granmum and her cousins) work together to make my Baju Kurung for Hari Raya! :D

dang blogger, maybe i MIGHT use wordpress and delete this blogger acoount. sucks lah.

Sorry Azri. HAHAHA. (i started being horny since primary school :/)

2009-07-05T21:36:00.000-07:00

damn blogger. i cleared my cache, cookies, still cannot post up any pictures!!!!
GRRRR.

sigh.

2009-07-05T05:48:00.000-07:00

went vivo yesterday, walao. watch Ice-Age 3 3d version. LOL, i keep wanting to keep everything away from me. so sian lah, walk here walk there, sales everywhere, wanna buy clothes, but all still $100 plus. wait after Hari Raya, then shopping with leenjery, banana skin and receipt collector! :D cannot wait! I lack dresses and shirts!

yesterday also, saw many couples arguing, including _________. sian, felt like going home. Eat also wanna argue. pissed man. my sister cried, cos she scared. then me and her walk around vivo like idiots. we wanted to buy the whole shopping centre! and, i realised i can wear my younger sisters clothes, almost same size. wth. her leg is bigger than mine. maybe EOY, she'll be taller than me. WAHLAN EH.

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if only i wasn't stupid, 070709, will be one year already!
in my heart, it's forever.
)':
P.S : i feel like talking to you badly.
____________________________________________________________

I am NOT gonna join blog war. i have enough of these things.
But i have to admit, what Cynthia, Wan Qing and Gladys state on their blog is true.
okay? Is just up to that one person whether she wanna listen or not.
cos it's her life, and beyond our control.
___________________________________________________________

But for that short arse.
Khairil Iman,
I never say anything sia, suddenly you used vulgarities on me.
Jangan berbual world ehk. Just accept the fact you are hated by whole class and outsiders lah k.
And don't find problem with people who did nothing k. (:
anyhow scold me all, asshole.
even people close to you backstabs you.
asshole.

konek takde diam ah sial.

Speak of the devil, i just got 50 buckss!!!!!!

shocked.

2009-06-29T03:22:00.000-07:00

i almost died just now.

Drag me to hell's ending SUCKS.

Go watch it to find out what happen.

the movie is not scary, just shocks the hell out of you,

and it's friggin gross.

"mee goreng" =.=

only my group of friends know what. LOL.

NCC Day on Wednesday is gonna be like last year.

the school will not see us ):

sad ah.

dammit lah. that old woman is still haunting me

and i'm scared to go to the toilet. :/

and i still don't get why Syaza laughed when she saw me cry after watching the movie. =.=

2009-06-26T23:58:00.000-07:00

R.I.P

Michael Joseph Jackson.

(August 29, 1958 – June 25, 2009)

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Okay, MJ, i was scared of him since young. His looks are scary..

Especially when my parents were watching MTV, his video, of song "Thriller"

scares the hell out of me. Until now. now my hair standing already. Scary sia the face :/

i don't dare putting/search that song and put it here. i scared that thing haunts me at night.

But i love watching him dance though. damn cool laaaaa!

If only i can dance like him. :D hahahaha.

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lame conversation last night. between whole family.

I was rubbing my hands together, suddenly it feels rough, i look at my hands, i was shocked lah!

like old womans hand. very dry. i go to my dad

Me : Daddy, why my hand the skin peeling?

Dad: Not enough water. Go drink water ah.

Me: I drink until i feel like vomit out lah. walao.

Dad: Ask mummy for hand moisturiser.

Me: *goes to mum* Mummy, can i use your hand the cream?

Mummy: For what?

Me: My hand dry.

Mummy: Heaty, drink more water.

Me: =.= must i repeat myself?

Mummy: what?

Me: Can you PLEASEEEEEEE just lend me your hand moisturiser?

Mummy: NO. NO means NO. Drink more water lah.

Me: I feel bloated already from drinking water. =.=

Mummy: too bad lah.

Me *stomps into my room., look at my dressing table got lip balm, so i thought will work on hands,

i put on my hand.*

Sister: MUMMY! kakak put lip balm on her hand!

Mummy: WHAT?? Aisyah come here.

Me: yes, what?

Mummy: Why you put lip balm on your hand?

Me: if it can help moisture my lips, can moisture my hands also right?

Mummy: but it specifically says LIP balm. You don't understand huh.

Me: i know. but got BALM.

Mummy: which means?

Me: IDK. :/

Mummy: Go wash your hands now, use my hand cream.

Me: You say cannot? "NO MEANS NO"

Mummy: Whatever, go use my cream.

Me: ah, lazy ah, i tired already.

Mummy:you ah, if your hands itchy then you know.

i go back to my room and lie down on my bed.

Sister: What mummy say?

me: kpo. shut up, go sleep.

Sister: MUMMY! kakak say shut up at me!

ME: so what. =.=

Mummy: Just sleep lah.

Me: HAHAHAHAHAHAH. *sarcastic*

Sister: Shut up.

Me: what? Shut up? *pretending to tell my mum i open the door*

suddenly my dad standing outside.

dad: (with his chinese accent =.=) TUTUP LAMPOO, MULUT TUTUP, CEHPAHT TIDOO!

Me, sister, mum : *look at each other, LOL*

Me: what the neh was that?

Dad: was copying what that drama said. did i say correctly?

Mum: yes, but the way you say very funny.

Dad: ahhh, go to sleep la all of you.

Sister: Good night sweet dreams, mummy, kakak, daddy, danial, nenek, atok,dotdotdot

( she does this everynight, so irritating! =.=)

in the middle of the night, my hands itch like toot.

thanks to my laziness and stuborn-ness for not cleaning away lip balm on my hands,

and didn't use my mum's cream =.=

ahhhh. better somehow. my mum's cream don smell nice.

later i will put on my granny's cream. :D

2009-06-26T02:39:00.000-07:00

dang. i so badly want the East Coast photos from Nadia, but i got a few with me. Say WOW to everyone's unglam hair and faces. :D MARCUS, sucks as a photographer, i not ready, he just take =.=

I look so cool here. And so, BLACK.

okay. i have not done my some of my homework, cause :

1. no mood to do.

2. For lit, i never experienced being a sports person, how the hell to write a story 300-500 words long?

3. I don't know what to draw for Art. 10 pieces some more! )':

4. I'm sick for many days, and dad won't let me do anything, except eat, lie down. ( I DON'T HAVE SWINE FLU. )

5. I was on holiday for 3 days, and i need rest when i come back right?

6. Don't know how to do last questions of maths, but that's the homework, i'm 80% done with. the rest all not done, at all.

7. I don't understand physics ahhh! )':

8. If i'm well, i keep staring at my homework, trying to do them, but in the end, give up, use computer. AHHHH! =.=

9. For english, no time to finish reading 2nd book. how to write book review?

so i'm hoping not to recover until Wed. :D

shuts. people keep telling me they're pissed with __________, cos they ____________. but what can i do? =.=

2009-06-23T19:58:00.000-07:00

eee. pissed off with school.
most of my friends got reserved for AYG preview, including me. WTH.
What's the point of telling us that we "were chosen" lah suckers.
OMG.
(the person who called sound so Nazri that i thought it was a prank. ):)
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OMG, my face dark again. from yesterdays outing to East Coast.
Am proud for Sheryl and Gt, they can cycle already! (GT is such a liar =.=) :D
My bicycle sucks lah, suddenly the gearing thing so loose.
And i'm the only one who didn't get ramped! HEHEHEHEH.
But yesterday was fun. photos will be uploaded once i get it from Nadia.
WOOHOO.
I look retarded in most of the photos. =.=
And Syaza looked/reacted so funny after we 3/4 buried her in sand. haha.

kay, bye .

homework not done.

2009-06-21T22:31:00.000-07:00

i friggin have not completed any homework.

and i friggin have to study for physics test which i could bearly understand.

wish me luck man.

2009-06-19T20:54:00.000-07:00

walao, why everything must happen yesterday.
All wrong timing =.=
worst day of the holiday siol.

siao, so long never have headache since like starting of year, now come back. and lasted for 4 days already shit. now hurt so bad. like want to vomit, eyes like wanna bulge out. hair like gonna fall.

I need a hug badly lah. )':

Forget about yesterday's post, was really pissed off at night. everything happened same timing, like planning to kill me.

well, NO. will remember what Fanna say : "you know... allah wont give challenges to his umat yang tak kuat. he know that you will go through this difficulties . just remember he is there for you all the time"

And what Haziq (sec 3) say also before, when some spammer used my name tagged SOMEONES blog.

okay, i'll prove all you haters wrong! I was bitchy last year but i ain't now. you haters watch out.

Syazwany is also right. well, my close friends are right most of the time, okay whatever. i love you all alot.

and maybe love is being kind to me ... now.

2009-06-19T03:43:00.000-07:00

I hate it when people give others advice, when they themselves have the same problem. siao. at least i learnt from my mistakes and tell others so they won't be as stupid as me. like Ms, copycat bitch. _l_

2009-06-19T02:12:00.000-07:00

Sad man.

I forgot my primary school class outing is today!

#@%$^%&%&^&%^$.

and for the first time, i find it so hard not to reply that someone.

sigh.

and i'm praying hard to be able to come for 2E3's class outing!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TWINNY!

2009-06-16T09:00:00.000-07:00

(i look like your grandmum =.=, kay kidding. hahaha)

okay, suppose to be posted at 12 midnight, IDK, what happened =.=, HAHAHA.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NUR SHAFIQAH BINTE ABDUL RASHID!

My buddy, lol, my junior. whatever.

I bet she's sleeping know, i don't know. lol.

oh well, i wish you all the best for now, and future.

Study well, and don't get crazy over Kay eh? haha, don't waste your time, when it can be used for , better stuff. LOL. Jadi anak yang soleh, study well, and be humble! Chey, macam paham aje Aisyah eh? LOL. okay, Stay happy, don't ever get emo again! oh well, listen to your parents, make them proud. Maybe one day you will find your one true love, your prince charming. But most importantly, think of God, he will always be there for you. Now is your growing stage, pakaian, attitude sume kene jage eh? Baru lah, anak yang soleh. :D Amin. okay, enjoy today! Cheers! :D I MISS YOU, I LOVE YOU EH.

May peace be upon you! :D

2009-06-14T22:12:00.000-07:00

Girl:
I know this isnt what I wanted,
never thought it'd come this far,
just thinking back to where we started
& how we lost all that we are

Boy:
we were young & times were easy,
but i could see it's not the same.
i'm standing here but you don't see me,
i'd give it all for that to change.
and i dont want to lose her,
i dont want to let her go.

Chorus:
Girl:
Im standing out in the rain,
i need to know if its over,
cause I will leave you alone.

Boy:
flooded with all this pain,
knowing that i'll never hold her,
like i did before the storm

Boy:
and with every strike of lightning

Girl:
comes a memory that lasts

Both:
not a word is left unspoken as the thunder starts to crash

Girl:
maybe i should give up

Chorus:
Girl:
Im standing out in the rain,
i need to know if its over,
cause I will leave you alone.

Boy:
flooded with all this pain,
knowing that i'll never hold her,
like i did before the storm

Girl:
trying to keep the light from going in

Both:
and the clouds from ripping out my broken heart.
We always say a heart is not whole without the one who gets you through the storm.

Chorus:
Standing out in the rain, knowing that it's really over- please don't leave me alone
Flooded with all this pain, knowing that i'll never hold you, like I did before the storm

Guess the song! :D

but really, it ________________________________________________________. )':

2009-06-14T07:18:00.000-07:00

will do quizzes by people all at one shot.

KAY GO!

.
How am I feeling today?
Make it mine by Jason Mraz

Will I get far in life?
Hot and cold by Katy Perry

How do my friends see me?
Just stand up by various artists

Where will I get Married?
Take a bow by Leona Lewis

What is my best friend's theme song?
Say goodbye by Chris B.

What is the story of my life?
Heartless by Kris Allen (WTNEH)

What is/was highschool like?
You belong to me - Taylor swift

How can I get ahead in life?
Disco stick - Lady Gaga

What is the best thing about me?
Forget about me - little bit (=.=)

How is today going to be?
Anyboy by jesse mccartney

What is in store for this weekend?
I do not hook up -kelly C

What song describes my parents?
1,2,3,4 , plain white t's (LOL)

To describe my grandparents?
Diagnosed with love by Chris brown (WHEE)

How is my life going?
Love - little bit

What song will they play at my funeral?
now or never - HSM. (=.=)

How does the world see me?
crushcrushcrush - paramore

Will I have a happy life?
freeze - chris brown and i forgot who.

What do my friends really think of me?
Fly with me -jb

Do people secretly lust after me?
it's alright, it's okay by Ashley tisdale

How can I make myself happy?
labels or love by fergie

What should I do with my life?
over it by ashley tisdale (YES I MUST, I NEED TO.)

Will I ever have children?
check yes juliet - we the kings (YAY, CUTE KIDS!)

What is some good advice for me?
Don't forget by Demi levato

How will I be remembered?
when you look me in the eyes by jb. (LOL)

What is my signature dancing song?
Crush by David a (SO SLOW)

What do I think my current theme song is?
Shut up and let me go by the ting tings.(YAY!)

What does everyone else think my current theme song is?
blame it by jamie foxx

What type of men/women do you like?
before the storm by miley cyrus and nick jonas
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Q1. Which is your favourite colour out of red, black, blue, green, yellow?
Red

Q2. Your 1st initial.
-S (Siti)

Q3. Your month of birth?
- February

Q4. Which colour do you like more? Black or White?
- white

Q5. Name a person, same gender as you.
- Ashley Tisdale

Q6. Your favourite number?
- 10!

Q7. Do you like flying or driving?
- Flying, i think, IDK.

Q8. Do you like th lake or th ocean more?
- Ocean so wide, make me feel free! :D

Q9. Write down a wish. (a realistic one)
- to have millions more wishes.

When you're done, scroll down. (dont cheat!)

Q1. Red- you are alert and your life is full of love.
Black- you are conservative and aggressive.
Green- your soul is relaxed and you're laid back.
Blue- you are spontaneous and you love kisses and affection fron the one you love.
Yellow- you are a very happy person and give advices to those who are down.

Q2. A-K: you have alot of friendships and love in your life.
L-R: you try to enjoy life to th maximum and your love life is soon to blossom.
S-Z: you like to help others and you future love life looks very good. (LIKE REAL)

Q3. Jan-Mar: This year will go very well for you and you'll discover that you'll fall for someone totally unexpected.
Apr-June: you will have a strong relationship that will not last long but th memories will last forever.
July-Sept: you will have a great year and will experience a major life-changing experience for the good.
Oct-Dec: your love life will not be great, but will eventually find your soul mate.

Q4. Black: your life will take on a different direction, it will seem hard at the time but will be the best thing for you and will be glad for the change.
White: you will have a friend who's completely confides in you and would do anything for you, but you might not realize it.(WHOO , i wonder who)

Q5. The person is your best friend. (WRONG)

Q6. This is how many close friends you have in your lifetime.(Again, WRONG)

Q7. Flying: you like adventure.
Driving: you are a laid back person.

Q8. Lake: you are very loyal to your friends and your lover are very reserved.
Ocean: you are spontaneous and like to please people.

Q9. This wish will only come true if you send this to 5 person in one hour.

(who cares.)

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Write the name of 8 people you can think of the top of your head.
Then answer the questions.
1) Fanna
2) Farhan
3) Syaza
4) Sheryl
5) Nadia
6) Mary?
7) Surina
8) Zac Efron :DD

(NOTE: NAmes are random, don't have to do, but if you wanna do then do la)

1) Who is 1(Fanna) having a relationship with?
- David Archuleta, IN HER DREAMS. haha.

2)Is 4 (Sheryl) male or female?
- Sheryl is male. haha, kidding, female la.

3)Who is 5( Nadia)?
- My awesome friend! we share our problems together, we love going crazy! :D

4) What is 8(Zac efron) studying about?-
- How to melt girls hearts. kidding.

5) Is 7(Surina) single?
- Yes.

6) Say something about 2 (Farhan)
- erm, great company! thats for sure, although sometimes, he suddenly shuts his mouth. =.=

7) What do you think about 7(Surina) and 8(zac efron)
- Surina is like interviewer, ask so much about me. LOL. ZAC EFRON IS SIMPLY HOOTTTT! :P

8)Describe 1(Fanna)
- MY ONE SIDE DIMPLED BUDDEHH!! hehe. we are of the same height. :D YAY! but still, i think i'm taller. She is really one of a kind, we love and dislike the same people! thats the good thing. :D IMYT. PS : She thinks/says/knows i'm her best junior, and never be replaced. lol. kembang uh Aisyah. hehe.

9)What will you do if 4(Sheryl) and 5(Nadia) fight?
- Don't interfere. unless they come to me asking for help. :D

10) Do you like 2(Farhan)
- DEE-YOU-AGE, DUH! but i love him as a brother, sorry eh.

11)What if 1(Fanna) stead with 6(Mardiah)?
- Kidding or what. Mardiah got boyfriend already, and how can twins stead?? =.=

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okay, done! :D

take a look at what Farhan and Fanna said about me in this quiz.

Fanna!

(some people say i'm strong hearted, true or not, i'm not sure, cos, i'm a crybaby, wth.)

Farhan!

CLICK TO ENLARGE, DUH.

2009-06-09T20:43:00.000-07:00

Private blog updated.
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PISSED OFFFFFFF !

RANDOM!

2009-06-08T22:19:00.000-07:00

*EDITED*

I feel like a delivery woman these days! ):
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Happy Birthday :
Haqiz, Haziq and Gladys! :D
3 people's birthday today.
all NCC cadets some more.
cool or what? :D
Maybe going to Gladys "small celebration" tomorrow! :D
okay, all the best in life to the three of you.
:D

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PS : too lazy to talk about my trip to Bintan, but it was AWESOME! :D

god, if only i can complain about Muhammad Elfyednand! grr.
worse than a horny bastard. worse than a pervert.

good point : he has lovely long eyelashes, deepdeep dimples,
a great sportsman, AND, smells good.

grrrr _l_

2009-06-05T19:18:00.000-07:00

Hello!

here updating from Bintan. HAHAHAH.
kay wtv,

so far, was okay. i love the freaking beach. water so clear, even at shore got so many fish! i somewhat finally over come my fear, looking at live fishes. HAHAH. later maybe go kayaking, with my daddy. haha, i scared capsize, cos the kayak is the one without top cover. okay, trying my best.

one thing i don't like, no PROPER shops. if there is also, all stuffdamn expensive! ): look for souvenirs all, like so... fragile. damn scary.

so, if you're wondering why i didn't reply your messages, it's cos i'm overseas. don't wanna make my bill BOMB! :D
okay, gotta go. over time limit already. BYE!

:D

moving on, is one thing, forgetting is another.. oh shit.

2009-06-02T22:27:00.000-07:00

Only me, only me, can change this whole thing.

That's it, I'm moving on.

I'm sorry, i can't take it anymore.

NOT TO BE COMMENTED!

2009-06-02T03:30:00.000-07:00

Guess what i found in Cynthia's blog! hahaha. mostly candid. here are only those with me inside. for more, click HERE

okay, GO!

in Cynthia's phone. LOL. first day.

O.O pissed off with mosquito bites.
OMG, i never fall-in properly. O.O
SERIOUSLY CANNOT TAHAN! :/
i'm the only enthu one? rest all dead.
hahahaha.
i look damn horny. DD;

haha, done.

2009-06-02T02:41:00.000-07:00

hello.

i need to stupid post this quiz i did here . similar to the one Louisse did. hehe. okay, GO!

1. Syaza is actually Mardiah in disguise, you know.
HAHAHAHAHA. like real only. :P

2. What musical instrument would Sheryl most likely play?
hmm, cannot imagine her play musical instruments. a triangle perhaps? LOL.

3. Describe Nazri in one word.
Fit. (omg.)

4. What's your fondest memory of Nadia?
We laugh at almost everything. we always do stupid things! :D i love her siols.
(I used to hate her to the core, but now, i realise, i shouldn't judge a book by it's cover!)

5. What song could be Farhan's theme song?
let's see : Party people by Nelly ??

6. Will Shafiqah eat those green eggs and ham?
NO! i think? Shafiqah! will you eat those? hmm..

7. Oh no, Celine got kidnapped by aliens! What do you say once they get back?
OMG, are they for real? hahaha, don't bluff me la.

8. What song could be Fanna's theme song?
The climb by Miley Cyrus? cos, she always give me advice, motivation and support! :D

9. If Mardiah played in a movie, what kind of character would they play?
SO EASY! a superwoman! :D

10. What if you found out that Salman was secretly an alien plotting to take over the world together with Nazri?
Salman an ALIEN?? I WANT TO DIE. stomach hurting from laughter. but if they take over the world, why not. hahaha. i most probably be one of their right hand! hahahahahahaa!!!!! kay, i so feel like shitting.

DONE.

ohmyhomie. the quiz is so cute la. LOLOLOL. Salman an Alien???? take over the world??? HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAH!!!!!! XDDD

okay, update later.